BY: LIZ HARDIE
Am I making the right decisions, is it the best for me
So many reasons I wonder if this is where I’m meant to be
Every day I am challenged, I am battling voices inside my head
These voices continue all day long, there with me at night in bed
Self doubt is something I live with daily, some roads I traveled were extremely dark
Some decisions I made were terrible and each one left there mark
Now when I’m faced with decisions, my head is full of wonder and fear
I just wish there was a way for the answer to be made clear
This is life, it is not meant to be easy and this is why we have choices
Choices and decisions in each and everything we do, a way for everyone to hear our voices
As scary as it is for me, I must realize that the decision I make now won’t only effect me going forward
Many times my decisions are based on choices I made in the past, moving me backwards
Self confidence and self doubt wins, and I am stuck again, so is it really the best for my future
It has taken me years to get to today, my struggle is still hard, yet I now focus on the big picture
Change is hard which is why decisions are hard, yet I must realize they are important for happiness
Each decision takes me down a different path, an unfamiliar one that I must proceed on with confidence
To find internal happiness and content in life, I must be honest with myself, no longer be afraid
Even if the choices are painful and difficult, if my mind and heart is at peace, the right decisions are made
As long as I can live this way each and every day, and face each decision head on with no worries at all
Realizing that my decisions may cause struggles, from them I’ll grown strong, through it I will never fall
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